1 john 2:15-17

Do not love this world nor the things it offers you, for when you love the world, you do not have the love of the father in you. For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. THESE ARE NOT FROM THE FATHER, but are from the world. And this world is fading fading fading away, along with everything that people (I) crave. But anyone who does what pleases God will live forever.

Why don't i love people as I should? Why do I not see myself as I should, as the sinner I am? Because I don't have the love of the father in me. Because I love the world and the things it offers. Thank you God for your forgiveness.